Worth it.

I decided to be boring this convention. To be honest, it felt really refreshing.

Hanging around only those I'm comfortable with, taking zero pictures on the official camera, not dancing a single step, not singing a single song, taking things easily during the games, eating whatever I want however much I want, not bothering myself about many people, talking only to people I know, blasting my own music in bunk, and ultimately, watching the sun rise on my own.

That really wrapped it all, the sunrise. Beauty undefined, beauty undescribable, beauty incomprehensible.

After all, I'm quite glad I had that attitude. I didn't need to put in much effort into socialising, and so I easily fell back into my comfort zone. It was so relaxing, just like how you'd feel being in the deep water, or at the bottom of a pool without having to worry about oxygen. So peaceful, so carefree. It would be nice to be back there again for the rest of my life.

But of course, it ain't gonna happen. I feel like I need to be extroverted at times, not only to enjoy the moment with the others, but also because if I don't, then I won't grow.

Then again, might as well stay this way for a while more. It's nice being here.