[19 June]
Looking back at the recent past, and I'm still left wondering what and who I was to you during that brief week. You've got me hanging. We exchanged numbers but it's always a one-sided conversation. Even now, I don't text because it seems quite hopeless. There's this nagging feeling everything before I start typing a message out that you would only read it, but never reply. And even if we were to have a conversation, I wouldn't know how to start one. Suddenly, I forget everything I know.
Perhaps I should take a different approach. But in any case, nothings ever gonna happen. We just don't have time for each other. You'll be gone, out of this place, and I'll be stuck here. You'll be in school and I'll be busy with my men. We can't give each other the attention we deserve.
Either way, I believe we're different too. It seems the path we're on now is the same one, but it branches off to different destinations somewhere down the line. Just like what was mentioned before, if you can change me, then you're the one. But right now, I'm still pretty set in my path. Unless a miracle happens really soon. And it's gotta be a powerful one at that.
But even I am having my reservations about them already.
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