Now and then.

So, people shipping me and her together. I'm not sure man, it wasn't in the plans. The one I was going for was someone else, not her.

But who knows.

"Aim for the moon and hit the stars".
Perhaps the intended one is the moon, and she's the star.

Well, idk. It's too early to say now. I'll just have to bide my time and see where things go. I've learned my lesson to not rush into things.

Perhaps I've been out of it for too long. Maybe I've been too introverted in an extroverted environment that I've forgotten what it's like to have someone by you, and that I'm unknowingly searching for it.

Well, that does explain the recent events, I guess. In a way it does. Seems pretty much like it. But even if it is, it would be such a sad situation to be in, or even to have experienced. Being disconnected from the world, that is.

Now that we're sure once again that we're not getting back together, I'll go out of my way to not be in your way. I'll miss events, decline invitations, sit at a corner or just be with the gang. I'll give a simple greeting and move on, and it would be nothing more than that.

I can't even face you.
I don't think I could even hold eye contact.
Such a weakling.