"就算了吧"

Jio you out to a nice, scenic, lepak, laid back, chill place where you have the sun, the wind, the rain, and the open sky all available to you, but you said no. I don't know if you're really unable to go because you have things on, or if you just don't wanna hang out with me. But it doesn't matter. Either way, if you had wanted to, you would have put in the effort. But here, I see none. So let's just leave things as it is.

I'm getting nothing in return, after all that I've done.
I'll leave you as you were.
그냥...

This week has been a horrendous week. Book in on Wednesday, admin stuff all the way till Friday, where we had our last tekan from the command team: stand by bed for 2.5hrs, and in the end only finding a few specks of dust. Waste time, waste energy, waste resources. Waste effort in controlling my anger. Everybody got so agitated, people shouting all over...not a pretty place to be in. Some of us missed our flights out of sg because of the standby bed, some had to cab to meet girlf (kinda glad I don't have plans). Rabak. So many angry people. I somehow managed to not let it show or affect me.

Woke up at 10am on Saturday, missed breakfast because dad said he was going to get but then come back in the end never buy. So he went out again (lol?) to go get lunch, and he brought back nasi lemak. It was around 1230hrs already by then. Left home at 1400 to be at church for mish meeting at 1500, went straight for institute at 1600, ended at 1740, then went straight to stake ysa post-conv activity at 1800. Dana and ethan were both at Institute so I spent the time in between talking to them (since they weren't attending the activity). For the activity we watched "Meet the Mormons" (yay!!), then had a dance lesson from Samantha and Jussi. I wasn't intending to go to at first but my friends were there so I just decided to go for it. Okay lah not that bad lah...since I partnered with bea all the way. Siao ah they ask me change partner sia then we both day dw hahahha. We have common problems XD so we help each other lorh XP anyway that ended well, and so then I looked up for Ben to practice a song that he wanted to play together with me. There wasn't a free score online, let alone one for a flute, so what I did prior was to listen to the video on YouTube and then pen down my part. Not easy, took some time, but I did it eventually. Took me just 3hrs!! :) so we practiced a bit...went back with the guys after that...

So Yeah. That's my Saturday.