so now. maybe later.

i can hardly stand myself,
so what am i to you?



day 1.
quite a normal day. woke up in the late morning i think. somewhere around 11am if i remember correctly. finished up my biomech report. managed to fill up a bit more than 5pages out of the max of 6. i think i did quite well for that one. then relaxed the rest of the day. from like 5plus. yeah the report took that long. played TF till i got bored. no dramas to watch since i didnt feel like it. no movies to watch since i've watched all of those that are on my com. didnt wanna go to the movies cuz i've been spending lately.

had a nice long conversation with mom at night. since dad isnt home, we just kept on talking. she said some really important things about life and death, about how if she passes away when im on my mission, to not come back. i'll never forget that. well, thats not the only thing that we talked about. but the other stuffs are all P-and-C so i wont even talk about it.

slept around 2am. i couldnt sleep.

day 2.
its day 2 now. had a really slow morning after waking up at 8.30am, then 9am, then 10.10am. got myself out of bed. started working on dbd designs, got distracted after 3minutes. went on gmarket, facebook, EVERYTHING. started a bit more at like 12ish pm. got distracted after 2minutes. checked email, read pres lai's email. went back on gmarket. cooked lunch at 12.40pm. and then been eating till now. not that its a lot. today's lunch was the same as yesterday's since dad bought bread instead of toilet paper. sigh. why cant he do things right. so i had to eat more food that includes bread so that i quickly finish them up so they wont spoil. hmmm.

yeah so thats my day so far. not productive at all.
this is what i've done so far in the whole day.

bored.






its starting to settle in even more now.
lets go catch a movie.