Plans plans plans!!

[19 May]

Figuring out who to invite to my POP parade sia...i have too many people I wanna invite but I can't possibly have all of them go...then all from different clique so later it will be awkward for them.

Sigh. Guess I'll have to pick just 1 from each clique..? But even then that's a lot of people still...the people who helped me get through this course...how sia :/

Anyway saw madam Daphne today at the cook house with her team. Too bad by the time she was alone we needed to zao already. Got so many questions to ask her about her job...

This week and next week is combat phase, the physically xiong part of my time here in my course. Trying to tahan throughout without making my condition worsen. I'm still sick from 2 weeks ago, but my body's showing signs of recovery. I'm quite glad..? Although it means that I won't have any solid excuse to fall out. aiyah but I'm not the type to lah either way. So no issue. I've got my fighting spirit!! I believe I won't have a reason to fall out because even though I'm not as strong as when I'm not sick, my will is strong. That can carry me through all the stupid nonsense that I get and also the tiring training I go through!!

Guard duty on Sunday was madness. I had some time to write up a nice blog post but I don't know if I'll publish this one. It's a bit close to my heart and I believe it's something only the privileged ones will hear about. I slept at 7pm on Monday night, woke up at 11pm, then went back to sleep all the way till Tuesday morning at 5.15am without any interruptions. Best sleep I've ever had in the army lol.

Oh and I wanna go back to adventure cove!! I miss that place and all my friends there :( I'm making plans to go already but got quite a number of people so a bit hard to coordinate hahahhaha. Got one special person so we'll just be going alone I guess~

YSA Convention at the end of this month, diving trip somewhere in January next year, temple trip somewhere in June...i can't wait for all these dates!! I can't stand to stay here for too long, I get demotivated really quickly because of all the crazy things I go through and all the crazy people I meet...it drains me out so fast hahahhaha. Going out helps me recharge :)

I CANT WAIT FOR JUNE TO END!!