Hit me with a tranquilizer.

Man, today's a bad day. I can't focus at all, only for short durations. 

I don't know why. I wish I did know why though. It's a annoying when you know something's bothering you, but you can't pin it down. Me, I have quite a good number of things worrying me, and it's really annoying. I'm worried about so many things, that it's killing my brain. 

I needed help. I got help. I changed the music I was listening to. From playing my whole iTunes library, I started to listen to classical, piano, orchestral music, then an idea hit me. 

I immediately played Urban Zakapa's music. 

Much better. 

I need the peace and quiet and tranquility. I hate it when I have so much to think and worry about. It's tiring, it really is. I really dislike myself when it happens. 

I wish I could just empty the RAM in my head. 

I wish I knew so many more things. 

I wish I could do so many more things. 

I wish I could be someone so much more.

I keep wishing so much that it hurts sometimes.