Sometimes I can't decide whether it is just my sleeping pattern or whether I'm really exhausted, but I'm pretty sure I am exhausted but I don't exhibit the signs. The symptoms are there, but not the signs. Well anyway. I wish I can just have an easier life, without a heavy calling as the ward Mission leader, without the worries that a medic instructor would have, without the worries of what home would be like when I open the door.
But I guess that's what everybody wants right? A worry-free life, full of joy and laughter. No need to think about work or how you're gonna provide for your family. Without the need to worry about anger or frustration, nor the work load or deadlines to meet, grades to achieve, nor people to impress. A life where love comes freely, where people openly express themselves without needing to worry about image or opinions.
I still need to work on my communication. We communicate emotions through words and actions. The hard part for me sometimes is firstly deciphering what emotions are being communicated, and what can I do to communicate positive emotions back.
But I'm a perfectionist. I'll let you find out what kind of perfectionist I am!!
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