Silhouette

[13 Feb]

It's your birthday today!! Happy birthday hehehe 😁😁 Thursday night was fun hahaha picked Rachel up at Vivo and apparently the bus drops her off at Harbour front centre and she had to walk all the way Vivo. BUUUUUT she came out from the mrt escalator 🤔🤔 anyway. She probably went down the NEL line then walked over to Vivo from there. Went over to eat at pastamania and I had a carbonara. I never really favoured carbonara but this one was nice and simple!! A bit small for my stomach but it's the company that I really enjoyed :) listening to her complains about work and how she's doing there made me wanna go work with her again :/ then talked about the people working there and POOF halfway through out meal, speak of the devil HAHAHAHA. There was my ex (and her current) colleagues hehehe. Oh well it was nice seeing them again. I'm surprised they all still remember me!! Awkward though given the circumstance...but oh well. It was nice to see them all nonetheless!! 

It was awkward for Rachel but hahaha don't worry Rachel!! I think she was fretting over how the morrow would be at work since they all saw me eating with her but I should be more reassuring. But that's the hard part HAHAHAA how the heck do you be reassuring?! I feel super sad when people say "you don't understand" when I really try to understand or even when I've been in that position before. Oooooohhh well. One of the many other things that I need to learn. 

We went to the sports shop after that and checked out what they had. Same old stuff uh. 

We want over to the SkyPark after that and talked. It was kinda haaaaard finding a place to sit down at but we settled for steps overlooking the river with a nice view :) hahaha wah siao I was Super nervous when I gave her her birthday present hahaha I never was good at giving gifts (let alone choosing them) so it took a bit of effort to even bring it up hahaha basket why I so shy one. AND YEAHHHHH I saw Fa'iz there too. Talking with an angmoh guy. Awkward. He was sitting 1.5m away from me. I recognised that laughter and those black shoes. HMMMMM. He went to sit at another place with his friend though. Saved me. I don't think he recognised me. But maybe he did. Hehehe why do we keep bumping into people we know!! 

The ride back home was cool. And fun. And educational. And embarrassing omg hahaha BUUUUTTTT I WILL COMMIT TO MEMORY!!! Gonna take some time though. I was never good at remembering stuff hehehe. But I'll put in the effort!! Talked on the phone all the way back till she reached home and a bit after that. 

HOPE YOU STILL LIKE THE PREPORATORY PRESENT. I'm working to get another one on the way. 

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your silhouette against the light

i imagine the perfect picture

it's etched with great might 

and fill of feelings. 

It's time. 

I believe it's time. 

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