We try too hard

Monday morning.
0012hrs.

I lie in my bed
Too many things going on in my head
Family
Friends
Army
Life
But I'm happy for one thing
That both Krystine and shu hui are leaving for their missions
Krystine is leaving in a few hours
Shu hui in a month
I'm happy for them
But yet I'm feeling sad that they won't be on my team anymore
Well, the world would have gained two wonderful ladies
To share the gospel to the world
I'm quietly happy for them.

Looking back to a few months, I've changed quite a fair bit. I see the changes slowly making themselves more pronounced. And as I still continue to change, I wonder how I'll be at the end of this phase. I hope I'll be better than who I am now.

Change is not free. Are we willing to pay the price for it? Are we willing to sacrifice the things we love for it?

Recently, times have been hard. I try to remain positive, and share whatever happiness I have with others who are feeling down too. I miss my friends. I wish I could see them more often. I wish for so many things, but I know that it won't be all possible...but still...

The feeling you get when someone hugs you, simply because they care for you and want you to know that they're there for you.

:/