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So two nights ago (Tuesday night) I was talking to Jaina on whatsapp after she replied to one of my tweets. Told her what happened. So she's the second one to know. Ming is the first. Ahhh a really great friend. Since I had a long and tiring day, I was tired already. Thankfully we were pretty much done talking. I tweeted her saying that she's a treasured friend but somehow twitter didn't tag her. Anyway I totally don't recall tweeting that and only found out only after I woke up. And she said "thank you" so formally idk why. But idk. Nothing wrong with that either. 

But I'm grateful for her. She offered advice and counsel, a shoulder and a listening ear. What I needed most at that time. Wednesday was the best day ever since. Went to institute right after work. Managed to make it just in time. The lesson was really good. Brother Charlie so cute and funny :) 

Went home with the woodlands ward people. Hui yi too. Arvie, ezra T, abish, hyrum, Bea, me. Which reminds me: it's a wonderful to entrust a vulnerable part of you to another person you can rely on. People who defend you, keep you safe, make you happy. 

And Thursday was good too. I somewhat took "off" from work and visited my secondary school. Too bad I was late. Coming from SP after working on a CAD drawing, most of the teachers left already, except a few who had meeting to attend. Met up first with my section at the canteen and played charades until gillian arrived. Amirah, Roi, Hui Jie, And me. Cake from the basketball team was given to me when KC Ann asked if I wanted any lol. I was like lol yeah okay lorh XD 

When gillian arrived, we met her outside school so she wouldn't need to sign in. We had lunch altogether at the shop right below Khatib mrt station. Roi didn't have money so I lent him some. We shifted a table over so that all 6 of us could sit together. Then we went back to school, took a group picture in the canteen with the biiiiiiig poster of Alison lol. My camera and the two Polaroids owned by Amirah and Gillian. Hui Jie and Putri had ACE so they left first. The rest of us headed to the staff room and summonnnnnned our teachers lol too bad only Matthews came out. We talked and then I got a picture taken with her. Glad she still remembers me (I don't think she could forget any of us sia lol we were so rebel). We laughed over old memories as if they were decades old. 

Then she has to go settle some stuff and so she went back into the staff room. The 4 of us (Amirah, Roi, Gillian and me) started talking about school, band members, exco. Things have changed so much...

Then we all left at around 4pm since gillian needed to e at somerset at 5pm. Bumped into Tiffany Halim at the train platform and so we took the train back with her. Talked about council and band lol and she was saying how awkward and weird some of her juniors are lol so funny. 

Reached home and chilled all the way. Watched 2 full episodes of Good Doctor, played TF2 for a while. My day is made. Too bad I would need to go to work the next time I wake up...

Anyway. Work has been good to me, aside from all the cuts i get on my fingers and cuticles and lower arm and all that horrible DUST. It gives me money for doing repetitive things and some time to think about things, since we don't usually talk while doing our stuff. I learned how to operate this tool. Pretty cool and simple. Too bad I don't know the name, nor did I get a picture of it. All I know is that it's the manual forklift. I asked the FT packers if I could learn the electrical forklift though. You know, the one with the driver... But I'll need to be sent by the company to the course. And since I'm a temp packing staff, it's gonna be totally unrelated to me. So, most likely I won't be learning it. Though just by watching the operators, I pretty much figured out how to work it LOL. 3 sticks: the one of the left is to control the elevation of the fork. The one in the middle controls the forward and backward tilt of the fork itself. The one on the right is to control the lateral displacement of the fork. So yeah. I don't know how to get the forklift to reverse though. I don't see them moving any other stick for that...maybe it's a pedal. But idk. There are only 2 pedals that I saw, which is probably the accelerator and the brake. Or it could be the accelerator and the reverse pedal. While deccelerating (when the accelerator is released), the reverse pedal acts as a brake. While stationary, it will be the reverse pedal. I don't know, I'm just guessing. 

But I still wanna learn it. Idk...maybe talk to one of the office staff. Although that would be super inappropriate and unreasonable... :( haiyah I talked to the full time packers that I'm working with about it...and the vibes I get from them is that they want me to stay with them since they need the extra help...sigh. 

I'm off tomorrow, just like how everyone else is. So glad that I'm finally called out for a missionary discussion with one of our investigators. It's been too long!! :( but it's the third lesson lol I have NEVER taught that lesson before. Just the first two only...hope I prepare well enough for it though!! :) 

What's there left to say? 

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Just a while ago I was doing good, but now I'm back at it again. Don't bedek lah Sam.