its been 4 days since the last of my exams this semester. feeling so much less-burdened by it, now that its over. i've been working on my Beyond 5 pictures and the watermark for the Stake. and i've been playing quite a fair bit too. so far i have 50plus pictures of Beyond 5 concert, about 16 for Beats And Pieces, (oh i havent gone through the fanmeet ones yet...) and 9 for the soundcheck. i also have 6 designs for the watermark. gonna compile mine with mathias' and then we'll decide on the top few, then send them to the Stake to decide which ones they wanna use. hope it all works out well. once that is done, we'll proceed with the uploading of the watermarked pictures and then we'll publish them everywhere.
i wonder what its like to have a calling as a Stake Photographer. LOL.
that's one slacker calling ah. probably one that lasts a lifetime
hahahaha. but when events come along, they'll call and i'd be busy. i
wonder if stake photographers are called to shoot for weddings for
members. and i wonder if im gonna get paid for it. but i'd have to set
up a contract first, and that is the risky part. im hesitant about
wedding photography. VERY HESITANT. i dont wanna get sued broke man. say
bye to my mission fund.
if the photography takes us places, i guess only mathias and i will be in the team. sorry, the other photographer's pictures really didnt make the cut. i dont even think he used a DSLR. they're so grainy and OOF and so much motion blur. i dont think he edited them either. but if he did, it doesnt make much difference. im still waiting for the video clips of Beats And Pieces because Ying Er requested for them. its been about a week or so and i still dont have it. i cant contact the videographer. he probably gets my mails and texts but doesnt wanna reply. okay lorh...
communication and teamwork is so important.
maybe they dont take me seriously because im younger than them.
but they dont know all the pictures i have under my belt.
and the quality of them.
too bad i dont have a large audience to back that up.
thats pretty awful to know.
HIGHJACK.
HIJACK.
JACK.
JACK'S PLACE.
im hungry now.
its raining right now, wonderful cool weather. i wanna go places but i dont know where to go. i guess i should go on a photoshoot of my own. i wanna get pictures of the rain.
Etude House Pink Play Party tomorrow, and my kit lens has mould. i wanna cry. i hope it doesnt mess up my pictures (though i think it already has). i needa send it in for repair and cleaning asap :( probably after A-PRINCE though. they're coming this friday. i think saturday too. oh and eva's gone already i guess. she still thinks it amazing that i know Ohio State University lol. is it really that much of a mystery?
met claire yesterday. i went down after my sacrament lol. i forgot that 2nd ward starts at 10am and not 9am. so when i went down, obviously there wasnt anybody. walao then bro charlie saw me waiting at the carpark then asked me "so sam who's the girl". a while later, bishop yow came along and said "sam waiting for your girlfriend ah" im like WHOA. he knows....? O.O
but anyway. i went up to gospel principles class. once that was done we moved on to the final hour for EQ class. midway, i got a message from an unknown number, but it was claire, saying that she'd be leaving in 2minutes. i rushed down but the stupid door wouldnt open even after pressing the release button a million times. i saw her send a text, and started walking. my phone vibrated. message received. didnt check and then made the big round by the rear door, and that took extra time. i ran out but managed to catch her before she crossed the road. passed her the bracelet i got from van, and the letter i wrote for her. she said she was late so i told her to go quickly. i didnt have time to watch her go or send her off to the mrt since i left in the middle of class, so i went back.
time flies. five months.
i wonder what we'd be like if things were better.
so far the only one who knows is wong ming. he's been there for me throughout. great guy. i dont plan to publish it to a lot of people. there's like no way for me to repay him sia he's better than me in almost everything. almost. i guess. but that 'almost' pretty much encompasses 'everything' too.
i dont show it, but im still hanging on to nothing.
heh. getting over it isnt as simple as i thought it would be.
how long is this longing feeling gonna last, i wonder.
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