its like as if something is missing.
something big.
its like an impending tsunami, a looming hurricane, both seconds away.
but i just cant place it.
anyway. today was a great day at the beginning. woke up at 7.30am, went to school, went up to class, only to realise that class is cancelled. then went to spectrum to mug, ended up watching running man episode 17. i know, im lagging really badly. tried to squeeze in one practice paper for that china man's Biomedical Instrumentation module. failed terribly. then went up to T1543 to mug with the others from class. then tio chase out cuz got class. then went to T1555 or dunno what room lah. the last CAD room in along the corridor. then went down to spectrum again to see harlem shake (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8z59QR3LfGY). but i left school already by the time they started.
it was planned to start at 1230hrs, i left at 1300hrs. i had that feeling that they'd start only at 1330hrs. and guessed right. the dude called SGkid on twitter confirmed it for me. he/she's from SP. so yeah. dunno which year. not gonna find out either.
so i left early, at 1300hrs, met claire at dover mrt then went out for lunch at astons. steady sia. eat until wanna die. lol. no instagram only hahahhahaa!!
then come home super tired, dunno why. finished up the suzy episode and then by that time was already closing in on 1800hrs, so i left for institute with kor. had lohei after that. eat until wanna die again. went home, then here i am.
but i still feel horrible. not the 'sick' kind of physical horrible, but its mentally horrible. its like 'as if i know that ima die soon' kind of horrible. not fun at all sia.
stupid of me to stay up till now. its 0149hrs now. wanna but hair tomorrow then get ready for sunday since its sunday duh. then go for interview or dunno what thing with pres lai. scared sia.
losing yourself is scary.
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