Book out on Friday, went back home use com until 7.30pm, follow mom reluctantly to old checkpoint to buy some storage containers, oovoo with my sec4 classmates till 1.30am while playing L4D2 with Ezra.
A late night disagreement was what ended the day. Went off to bed a bit annoyed, woke up to my multiple alarms in the morning. It rained, but I continued to have my breakfast. Somewhere somehow the disagreement from the night before rose up again. More annoyance. I quickly headed off to adventure cove with the YSAs. Right at douby I got a call which lasted for 45mins 3secs.
Real shit.
Was otp from douby all the way till midway of the boardwalk. SMS taopok all the way till the other late fellas arrived. Stood alone, sat alone, walked alone. I didn't wanna be around anybody. Everything was so stupid and unreasonable. I couldn't bear it. When we first reached vivo, some wanted to buy some stuff. I just stand outside with my phone. I don't know of how to be gentle. I don't know how to be kind. I don't how to be human.
I just stood there as I would have stood anywhere. And I just kept talking on the phone, not caring for anything in the world, not caring about how anyone would view me, how anyone would judge me. Totally didn't care. After some time, ming came out and picked me up when they were done shopping, so we headed off. I remained at the back, all the way from vivo to boardwalk to RWS. I only got off the phone when I was like 10mins away from acw.
So yeah.
Really bad start to a day that should be filled with happiness. Ended up having to leave early to help clean the church building. Sigh. Really annoyed.
Why like that one huh -.-
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