Friday, 15 March 2013

opinion. nothing more, nothing less.

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MY TESTIMONY

My name is James. I and my wife Sandra got married 14yrs ago and since then we had no child. As Christians, we still believed God for a baby at the due time. Finally, my wife got pregnant and everything was alright. On the day of delivery, I was driving her to the hospital and suddenly our car collided with an on-coming lorry and we had a fatal accident. My sister narrated it thus:

...''We had a call from the police through the identification found on you that you and Sandra were in the hospital. When we came to the hospital, the Doctor asked us to sign some documents so that an operation could be performed on Sandra to bring the baby out."

The baby came out alive but Sandra was declared dead while I was in comma with my two legs broken. In the night, a man clothed in white appeared to me and touched my head. From that moment, I started sneezing. After 5mins, I sat up and became a little strong. Then I asked, 'where is my wife'? Then, somebody the next door started sneezing too. That was Sandra. 'She's alive, she's alive', the nurses shouted. Sandra also narrated that the same man clothed in white who touched my head also touched her head. Few days later we were discharged from the hospital. My broken legs have also been restored and I can walk perfectly too.

Today, I, Sandra and our daughter named Miracle are all alive. What was supposed to be our happiest day turned out to be a sorrowful day but we thank God for today. Ladies and gentlemen, God exists and still performs miracles, even the miracle of bringing the dead to live.

Now I decree that:
1. Nothing will cut your joy short on the happiest day of your life in Jesus name.
2. I command every dead thing in your life to come back alive in Jesus name.
3. This year, may you receive a miracle that will attract the attention of the world in Jesus mighty name. Type AMEN in the comment box to claim these prayers.

Share this testimony.
]personally, i find it kinda funny how someone can "decree" and "command" something to happen without the Priesthood. im not boasting or whatever, but i mean, its like you know you dont have the power nor the authority to do it, but you do it anyway. then again, you might not know that you dont have the power or authority anyway.

firstly, to "command every dead thing in your life to come back alive" is a really big deal. not just anybody can do it. AND even if you can do it, you dont make it available to everybody. because the intent is wrong.

secondly, doing something "in Jesus name" is an even greater deal. you dont anyhow mess with the name or use it as and when you like. if you're commanding something to happen in His name, you'd better be doing it right and properly.

next, you're decreeing that "Nothing will cut your joy short on the happiest day of your life". no joke. read up man. things like this happen all the time. people go for holidays, weddings, child birth, this and that, you name it, bad things happen. happiest day of their lives, wasnt it?

also, to "receive a miracle that will attract the attention of the world" isnt right. a miracle doesnt work like that. it is NOT to attract the attention of the world, and it never will work on that principle. a miracle is to strengthen your testimony of Christ, and also to let you know still that God does love you. never is it for any othe purpose.

the last part is the best. you CLAIM a prayer by typing the word "Amen". macam say you claim these prayers by reading this whole article eh.

there will be no difference, unless you make the difference.
and i dont think by typing something into the comment box, sharing a picture, or liking a post, would be the difference.

anyway. i got this off from facebook. im not angry or anything, just my honest opinion. im not saying "stop this right now" or anything like that. im just pointing out how i feel about it. im not denying anybody of his or her right to worship God. i dont believe in doing that. im also not trying to put anybody down. if this post came across as such, my sincere apologies, i did not mean it that way.
keyboard warrior, you might call me. but whatever, im just stating my opinion.

Dying.

I have you meet you soon.
Its weird not seeing you on sundays anymore.

Thursday, 14 March 2013

In Memory.

Just this past tuesday, my last day at DIY Essentials, i met another 2 of the seniors that i have not yet seen at that time. The one who opened the shop (since i was on the monring shift that day) was jun wei. Big buff guy who's done with NS. Was a Commando in the army. Big guy with a big heart too. He's a wonder because he's so friendly.

Then came jun liang. This dude enlists the day after, on wesnesday (yesterday), and was pretty worried about army life. He mentioned about how "after tonight, i'll be sleeping in the bunk already", of which jun wei counselled "army hor, you should go in with the objective to meet new friends. Then time will pass by very fast".

They talked about the film "Ah Boys To Men", and in no time, lunch time arrived. Jun wei with the big heart, told me that he's gonna get lunch at pastamania, so he was asking me what i'd like to have. I had no idea at all about what theyre dishing out in pastamania, so i told him "anything, whatever you guys are having, i'll also have". He footed the whole bill. He bought this macaroni cheese thingy with bread bits in it. He bought pizza and this cheese popiah..? Plus some squid rings i think. Plus food for himself and jun liang too.

Reason why he treated is kinda obvious lah, cuz jun liang was going in the next day. He told jun liang "eat more, when you enter, you want have so much nice food!! So you better eat more!!" hahahha. I thanked him for the food. AND YEAH I DID BLESS THE FOOD HOR BEFORE I ATE. It was kinda weird, so i didnt say a long one and i tried to make it as inconspicuous as i could. The food was awesome!!

Talked about army life, what to do, jun wei gave jun liang advice, which i decided to listen to as well.
Time went by fast once again. Dennis started his shift at 1ish, and then jun liang and jun wei ledt the shop at different timings at around 2ish since their shift ends around there.

My last day at DIY.
I learned so much during my time there. Not the technical stuff, more on social things.
I hope i learn as much while here in SP.

Wednesday, 13 March 2013

thought.

"Keep your mind clear. And that's it. You will have peace of mind. My dear, don't worry. Learn to adjust yourself."
- Purdeep

"Within our lifetimes, we've marveled as biologists have managed to look at ever smaller and smaller things. And astronomers have looked further and further into the dark night sky, back in time and out in space. But maybe the most mysterious of all is neither the small nor the large: it's us, up close.
Could we even recognize ourselves, and if we did, would we know ourselves? What would we say to ourselves? What would we learn from ourselves? What would we really like to see if we could stand outside ourselves and look at us?"
- Richard Berendzen

quotes from the film "Another Earth".

Tuesday, 12 March 2013

changes.

well, i'll cut the story short. super short.

instead of having my itp at the DIY shop, im now "relocated" to SP Bioengineering lab for the remaining of my ITP days. i have so much to be grateful for, but sometimes i just dont see it. sad.

and now so many of my classmates at the DIY place all also wanna change location...i feel so guilty. the lecturers gonna have so much more to explain. im guessing that they're gonna be turned down, then my classmates gonna say "why samuel can change" then this and that. then problems arise. what problems, i dont wanna think about it. problems are mostly always never good. so there. i shall stop thinking about it.

anyway. i think ima be with atiqah, king kong, benjamin, and still got who ah. jia chen. STEADY AHHH!!!! the nonsensical group lol.

and then....i still needa get my logbook signed for my time during DIY. i guess i needa see irene....that woman that i never wanna see. but oh well. i have to. once things settle down, i'll see when i can set a time for her to sign my stuff. i needa print out the pictures, annotate, label....im gonna miss the seniors at DIY. that whole bunch of fun people that i so badly stereotyped my whole life.

im such a bad person.

but oh well. we all learn from our mistakes, and we progress from there.

and once i get my schedule, and my lens back, we are going to botanic gardens for sure.
promise.
i figured that i should set the date as soon as possible.
you need a break from school.

Demons.

When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold
When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood's run stale

I want to hide the truth
I want to shelter you
But with the beast inside
There's nowhere we can hide
No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

When the curtain's call
Is the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl
So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you made

Don't want to let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don't want to hide the truth
No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

They say it's what you make
I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul
I need to let you go
Your eyes, they shine so bright
I want to save their light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

Demon.

I dont know why i didnt sms you first when i reached home. My excuse would be cuz mom said to go bathe straight away, but youd probably say that i could still squeeze in one sms before i put my phone down. And i would have nothing to say after that.

Yes, im in the wrong, i know it.
And im sorry.

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes, its where my demons hide, its where my demons hide.
Dont get too close, its dark inside, its where my demons hide, its where my demons hide.