My last post was on 25 March? Haha wow. Anyway yeah. The past few weeks has been great. Tiring at work, a bit messy here and there, but after working hours has always been great. Spending a lot more time with my girl. She met some of my friends and I met some of hers. Pretty cool people!! Whenever I see other couples on the train or bus, I always get jealous of them. I wish I had more time and opportunities to spend time with her. I wish I had more resources and lesser worries too. Oh well. It's all part of life. Gotta make do with what I have and do what I can to increase it.
I'm gonna miss my NS life honestly. It's so easy to do and it's hard at the same time. Routine, I like routine. It's my kind of life. Easier to improve because you can find patterns. It's my comfort zone. But yeah, growth is always outside of the comfort zone right? Hmmm. Oh well. I can't always get stuck here in NS life right? I've gotta move on. It's not sustainable.
Anyway. I keep telling myself and her that I'm so lucky to have her as my Girlfriend. So many guys chasing her but I'm the lucky one to have caught hold of her. She's my star, my angel, my guiding light. I wanna keep her with me for all time and eternity. That's my goal. It'll be the biggest goal I'll ever have. Because that's where everlasting happiness is.
She's been so nice to me. I keep realising again and again that she had such a beautiful soul. Her presence itself already lights up my day. Especially on the days that work has been a pain and a bore, her smile breathes life to me. Crazy, isn't it, this thing called love.
And I'm lucky to have found her.
