Thursday, 8 May 2014

meh meh eats grass

hahaha wow the last time i posted was about a month ago. ive been busy.
applying for jobs (kinda sucky) and going for interview (even worse).
but whats really horrible is that i dont have a job.
and it sucks big time because im just so picky about jobs after graduation.
i just really want something that i can be proud of.
but the thing is, jobs like those are hard to find. and so now im just really gonna go with whatever comes my way.
seems like thats the only way things can be after i graduate. since im going into army.

yesterday and the day before i went for this MLM company thingy. idk lah, sales never was my interest and i dont really like the idea of joining and MLM company and how it runs sometimes, though i can easily tell myself otherwise. but the idea of it just doesnt suit me. the only thing that keeps it in my list is that it can help me save up quick if im successful. or relatively successful i guess.

i dont know, i really dont know. i find that even a diploma graduate doesnt earn as much during this interim period between graduation and national service. and yes, im going in at the end of the year. and that sucks. drafted out a letter to gov and send to mom/dad for them to scan through before i send it out. hmmm. i hope i can enlist earlier. i really want to. im just kinda hopeful and anxious to serve NS. im not excited nor highly enthusiastic about it but im just hoping that somehow it will shape me to be more of the person that i should be.

the past weeks have been crazy everywhere i go. its just madness all around.

the only thing that im looking forward to is my diving trip with dad.
and maybe, just maybe, korea after that.

but nothing is confirmed except that diving thing.
but anyway. i gotta go, i have to go for another job interview.
while my other friends are already working -.-